Forgiven

I stood frozen
While you stared, right through me
Quiet, heavy breathing
Whirl-wind thinking
And I was spinning
But you caught me by the mouth
Swore you would protect my heart
Just before you left me standing, staring through

Twelve months, doubled
Such little time to pass
What a mistake it was
Time is always fleeting
I've given you far too much
With wasted patience,
I've been too kind
Bent over backwards,
An ending is long overdue

Still..
What a sweet taste you left on my lips
Such a hot burn you left on my skin
Keeping me close, I couldn't see it back then
Blinded by a small taste of sin
And then I begged to taste it again

Still..
Two years later,
I've loved you with all I had
You chose to take the hard road
And ignore everything I asked
Here and now, I can't regret to inform you
Your hold on me has passed on,
Dead or gone, it doesn't matter
I stand from within my own heart
And I smile