Moving Forward Is Not Moving On

I have been staring
At these pages for months
Somehow it never seems
To be quite enough
I can't get rid of you
These words fall from my mouth
And straight to the ground
Fall through the page
But don't make a sound
My hand is tired of wasting
The ink I've used on you
My ears are tired of missing
The playlists I can't
Listen to, because of you
And sometimes..
I'm still not okay
But I know I've got to-
Wake up
Make it through the day
There's no way to know
If you meant what you said
So I've got to
Wish you the best
Pick up my head
And keep moving
I've got to keep moving
I've got to-
Get back up and keep going
But don't look back
Or you might crash
I feel like I've been staring
Through the windows
I walk by slowly
Waiting for a reflection to look familiar
I know I've changed
I've changed
In some ways for the better
But I can't help
But to miss you
Want to hold you
And I know that's wrong
I've gotta keep moving
Open your eyes
See the sunrise
It's a beautiful day
I'm always gonna miss you
But someday soon, I'm gonna be okay