Thursday, July 15, 2010

A Secret To Be Shared

Each line and verse, still about you
After all this time
How can so much be left unsaid
In the hours in all the days of the months
We passed by
It should've been years
I needed years to be with you
Should've been
The way I fell
I hit the ground, ferociously
Furious, furious and furiouser still
The way I fell for you
The way I crashed and the burn
That was left in my chest
Still aching from time to time
I feel a breeze and think of the way
My skin would warm and cool all at once
With the touch of your fingertips
Pressed on me, ever so lightly
I'll feel the rain and suddenly your laugh warms me
Smiling, you're so much brighter than any sun I've ever seen
Your eyes would pierce me as ice
Pushing through my veins in the deepest way
I still feel the shiver
-Every once in a while
I fool myself and say I'm moving on just fine
I'm healing and my heart is growing
To damn near full capacity
But, I'm a liar
Still aching, still feeling
You whisper, breath
Tickle my skin while I sleep
I hear you. I hear you.
While I drive, whilst I wait
As I sit I hear your voice
Singing, sweetly the words I wrote
Once upon a time when I
Could still speak to you
And I sang to you,
Words from the deepest place in my soul
So much further down, within a heart
Closer than I ever thought I'd know
So because I can't say the words to you
I can't find the courage to be refused
I write each line and verse
I repeat my words
I can find the courage
To tempt my ink again
Written are the words I can't say out loud
But sing louder, in a whisper
Sometimes.. I miss you
I do, I hear you..

The sun feels dim when your eyes find mine. If only a wish could steal away time.

1 comment:

  1. It's not difficult to write. It's not really difficult to make your reader feel connected to your writing. What's hard, and what many people struggle with, is connecting your reader to not only your writing, but to you as well. Very well done dear

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